TheInvisble

Do you feel that? The cool wind on your face, The knot in your stomach, The guilt of what your doing, But you know You'll feel relief You wont hurt anymore You look over the edge At the rocky sea, one more time Close your eyes Take a deep breath And jump Fly little birdy fly You say to yourself And you can feel it, for a moment   You're flying You're flying so high But then , you're not You're falling Lower and lower You wait for your life To flash before your eyes But it doesn't come You remember everything anyway All the hate The abuse The laughs The hurt The pain As quick as the feelings come There gone, just as fast For your mind

A princess waiting for her prince A child wanting their parent A man needing his God To be saved That's what everybody wants To be loved, To be wanted, To be desired, To be saved Wait, wait, wait... For that day to come The day in which we will be saved What does it mean, to be saved? Not having to worry? Having something to live for? Wouldn't it be nice if somebody gave that to you? WAKE UP! It's not going to happen! We have to save ourselves! No one can make you want to live You have to want it for yourself...

I did it, For the first time. I feel so cruel, But so good. Four times, With my razor, But the second was the deepest. And it bled. It bled and bled and bled, Into the sink. That cute hello kitty covers, Something awful, Something horrible, Something amazing, It was the first I bled, But im still bleeding, Everywhere it wont be the last  time They weren't that deep, But still the blood, ran down my arm. Next time, I'll make sure to leave a scar.

Im screaming Screaming so loud Can't you hear? Can't you hear my screams?? Im begging you, listen to me! But you never will You never will listen To anything I say I have ideas I have feelings I have sick twisted thoughts I want to be heard! Cant you see it? Cant you see me suffering? From not only your constant taunting But from the whole world! Yet you make it worse! Im not stupid Im not weak I wont be a puching bag For you anymore! I've tried to tell you So many times I'm drowning In my own depression I'm not okay!! I want you to hear me To ask one more time, If I want a hug I want one But I need for you to

Your life, Your choices, Your problems, Your mistakes, Your lessons, MY friend. When you hurt, Its hurts me. I cant stand it You hurting. I can stop, All those bastards, That try to bring you down, By hurting you. But how can I stop you, From hurting yourself? You hate it too. So why cant you stop? You want to be in control, Of the pain, But then, you're in control, Of my pain too Cant you see it? How when you hurt yourself, You break my heart You have that  much power. To hurt me, To break me. I'll cry for you, I really will. And I dont cry for anyone, But I'll cry for you. Can't you stop? Can't you stop f

Im gone I was here. I was screaming, And screaming. But no one heard. My screams were drowned out, By other people. No one knew, No one could tell. I was already dying Before I was, Dead People cared, They just didn't show it. Didn't know how to make it better, Neither did I. I held on as long as I could. It's better this way, I wont hurt anymore, I might be happy . People will get over it. I'll soon be a distant memory. Their heart might break, But someone will mend it. They will be happy again. I may see it happening, I may not. But Im not here anymore. Im never coming back, I'm gone.

You cut. But I feel the pain that you love. I feel the hurt that is buried deep inside you. I may not understand, But I'm still standing beside you. I stand by you though thick and thin. I'm there always by your side. You can hold on to me, And I'll hold you tight. I'll keep you steady. Maybe you like the pain, But I don't. You slice and smile As you see the blood trickle down. But your smiling at my heart , Breaking a little more as you do. You think no one cares, But I care. You say you want someone whos there for you. I ask you when I'm not.

I act Like I do not care what you say Like I'm the happiest person on the planet Like I never cry Because I have nothing to cry for I act like nothing is wrong. It's easier to act, All I have to do is lie. I must be doing fantastic, Because no one notices a thing. I care about everything you say, I do. I'm not happy, but I act happy for you. So you can be happy There are so many things I could cry about. But I don't. I think it makes me weak. Acting keeps all the emotions away, All the hurt All the pain All the sadness If I told someone something real, It would become real. And I would cry. I wouldn't be able to help p

How can some say they know you when they can't tell your real smile  from a fake one? Your fake laugh that they think is real isn't even close. Your real laugh, And smile are hidden deep inside. A place no no one will ever find. They can't see that while you're smiling on the outside, You're slowly dying on the inside. You're losing control of yourself. You're being held together by a thread And it's starting to unravel. You can't hold on much longer. They think they know you When they know nothing at all. How you feel. How you want to feel. What you're thinking. What you want to be but never will be. How ca